16th June 2011

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Roller Coaster.

Everything happens for a reason. I can’t think of anything that doesn’t. People expect to live a happy life. But is there really a such a thing called “happiness”? Let that settle in.

I know we love each other, so much so that words can’t even explain. When I talk to you and tell you that I LOVE YOU, I don’t mean it. I don’t mean that because that is the only thing I can think of to express my love for you. In reality, I care about you, I dream about you, I think about you, I feel you, I miss you, I respect you, I adore you. I think about you every second. I miss you when I’m not with you. Although we have all this love for each other, we have some downs. We argue so much you give up, that we both shed tears. We argue for what reason? Fighting leads to nothing but broken hearts, foul words, blood shed, tears. When we argue or fight we’re not on each others side. We don’t think about what we say and we go to far. Why argue with someone you love? BECAUSE it’s what fucking couples do! That’s what being in a fucking relationship is! You’re in love, you argue, fight, cry. Then you make up. It’s a part of being in a relationship, it’s apart of life. Life already is a roller coaster. You don’t know what’s going to happen around the next corner. There are ups. There are downs. The ups are what keep us going. They keep us happy and in “love”. The downs make us want to go back up again. Life is like that. So is love.

Brenda I love you so much baby. You mean the world to me. You still give me butterflies. I know we have downs in our relationship. It’s both of our jobs to bring it back up. Baby bear, you’re the best thing that’s ever happen in my life. I can’t stop thinking about you! I try my hardest to make you happy baby. I try my hardest to not argue. I treat you like a queen baby! You didn’t need to act like that with me today. But life and love is about forgiving. I forgive you baby. I’m sorry for how I acted to. It’s been a couple days since we haven’t seen each other and I just want to let you know that I miss you soooo much! Today was just another down. I should be more understanding since I know your situation. I love you baby and I forgive you. I can’t stop saying that. Please try with me baby. Please open your eyes and look at everything. I want to be with you. You’re everything I’ve wanted. YOU are my best friend. YOU are my lover. YOU are my girlfriend. YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE. <3 I LOVE YOU BRENDA ORDUNES! Sweet dreams baby, good night.

Chompz + Easy E

Michael <3 Brenda

I love you baby bear!

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